Friday, December 17, 2010

If I hide it's because I want to know if you care enought to find me.

Its sad to miss a person you love. But its sweeter to know that the same person tells you not to be sad because he misses you too.
Second chances doesn't always means a happy ending. Sometimes it's just another shot to end things right.
You don’t have to feel like a waste of space you’r original, cannot be replaced.
That uncomfortable feeling that you get when you realize that you have no friends.
I just hope one day you see me, and your heart stops, and you realize what you could've had this whole time.
I've learned so much from my mistakes, I think I might make some more -_-
What to do with a mistake; recognize it, admit it, learn from it, forget about it.
You'll never find the right person, if you don't let go of the WRONG ONE.
Beauty is not only determined by your outside appearance. Happiness is not only you get from money and fame.
When you're up, your friends know who you are, but when you're down, you know who your friends are.
You change my heart so meaning full, and you change again like rubbish.
Im happy but Im sad. Its like.. I have everything but Im missing something. I cant seem to put my finger on it. I cant smile.
When i see you with her walk in front of me, i smile, hide my fears . and still quiet don't understand you already with .....my friend
Seriously, my heart was broken pain full in my heart, fears everywhere in my life when i saw you said to her about your feeling was.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

i'm not perfect and my biggest mistake is falling in love with you

It hurts when you say that you don't need me. It hurts even more when you need me but you don't tell me.
Adults say kids don't know what love is, but they're wrong. Kids just love easier because they haven't been hurt yet.
When something is missing in your life, it usually turns out to be someone.
How you broke my heart is nothing compared to how damaged it is now.
I never wanted to be different; I just wanted to be me.
Even if we never see each other again I want you to know that you made me so happy.
Phone calls filled with lies; If only you could see how she sees you through her eyes. Honestly, you don't deserve her; No; not anymore.
Sometimes it's better to keep it all inside, where the only person that could judge is yourself.
It's over and done, but the heartache lives on inside.
Everybody has a chance to do something great. Either they don't take the chance or they don't recognize it when it's in front of them.
I have so much to say, but the fear of rejection keeps me from telling you.
I miss your smile, but… I miss mine even more.
Remember: ignoring your feelings won’t make them go away, so just go ahead and show them.
After the way you treated me, I can honestly say that you were a complete waste of my time.

why cheat? like really, if you're not happy...just leave me alone.

If I could slap you, and not get in trouble, believe me..I would.
Phone calls filled with lies; If only you could see how he sees you through her eyes. Honestly, you don't deserve him; No; not anymore.
Sometimes it's better to keep it all inside, where the only person that could judge is yourself.
It's over and done, but the heartache lives on inside.
Everybody has a chance to do something great. Either they don't take the chance or they don't recognize it when it's in front of them.
Love is one thing that can make you happy, sad, pissed, stupid, frustrated, confused, furious, weak, vuranable.
I know your heart, the way you choose, you always pick the best 4 you.When i'm standing here with crying eyes, i still see through your disguse.
They say that true love hurts, well this could almost kill me.
I hide my pain behind a smile just so you'll be happy.
So here's to starting over.. we could be the same, we'll change it all together the future's mine to claim. 
No i don't hate you, i'm just disappointed that you turned into everything you said you'd never be.
It's better to get hurt by the truth, than comforted with a lie. 
People should come with manuals or something that explains why we do the stupid stuff that we do.
I never meant for you to choose, i should have known better yeah. There's nothing for you to lose when you looked at me & said you had it all.
 don't need to know you'll be there, you're not on my mind. i don't need to know you care, please don't waste my time. 



Friday, December 10, 2010

birthday umie naruddin :)

entry utk aku hari ini
HAPPY BIRTHDAY UMIE NARUDDIN!!!
sweet 13 yo.
sepatutnya aku update marek.
tp line punya lh paloi.
so,hari tok jak update.
hahaha :)

ini dia birthday girl
i love you umie :*
semoga anda panjang umur dan murah rezeki
semoga anda semakin tinggi dan cantekkk!
AMIN!


party time!


tok jak lh oh.malas mari2 sdh.
bh.mok kluar sama miane lok,
bye2.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Mat budak GILA! hahahaha :\

Mat, lelaki gila berumur 35 tahun baru saja terlepas dari wadnya.
Beliau lari sekuat hati kerana dikepung oleh sepasukan petugas
hospital. Tiba di tepi pagar Mat lantas memanjang satu tiang lampu
yang tinggi. Ketua unit jaga yang mengawal hospital datang dan
mengarahkan Mat turun, Mat tidak mahu turun. Datang pula pengarah
hospital, "Mat!!Turun Mat nanti jatuh", katanya. Mat tidak mahu turun juga.

Dipanggilnya pihak bomba, "Mat! Turun Mat, kalu tidak kami potong
tiang lampu ini" kata seorang pegawai bomba sambil mengacu-acukan
gergaji elektrik di pangkal tiang lampu itu., Namun Mat tidak
bergerak pun untuk turun. Dipanggilnya pihak polis, "Mat turun
Mat!"teriak seorang sarjan polis, kalau engkau tak turun nanti kami
bom tiang ini dan engkau akan mati!!Turun Mat!. Mat tidak turun-turun juga.

Lama-lama pengarah hospital pergi berjumpa dengan Man, seorang teman
Mat dalam wad gila itu kalau-kalau dia boleh membantu.
"Man!Harap-harap Man boleh tolong turunkan Mat dari atas tiang
lampu"Tolonglah Man ya!

Jawab Man"Ohhh!!!Itu senang saja" Lalu Man dibawa kepada tiang lampu
itu.

Setibanya di situ, pengarah hospital pun berkata, "Man! Man nak pilih alat yang
mana? Sama ada gergaji atau pun bom itu. "Ahh!Man nak gergaji!"

Baiklah! Ambillah gergaji itu.
Lalu Man mengangkat gergaji dan mengacu-acukan pada pangkal tiang
lampu itu. Man pun berteriak, Hoi Mat!!!Hang turun, kalau hang tak
turun aku tebang tiang lampu ni!!Hang turun lekas!!

Mendengarkan amaran itu Mat yang berada hampir 3 jam di atas tiang
itu pun turun dengan pantas lalu ditangkap oleh para petugas
hospital. Pemberita pun datang menemubual Mat. "Kenapa Mat turun bila Man datang
sedangkan bomba dan polis datang Mat tak turun?

Jawab Mat; "Polis ker bomba ka, depa tak akan buat!Tapi Man ni
apabila dia kata lagu tue dia akan buat sungguh sebab Man tue GILA!

Pak Pandir :B

Al-kisah pada suatu hari, Pak Pandir keluar ke bandar bersama Mak
Andeh untuk membeli sebuah kereta. Anaknya tidak dibawa kerana
bimbang penjual kereta tidak mahu menjualkan kereta kepadanya kerana
dia sudah mempunyai anak.

"Isteriku Andeh, rasa-rasa orang tu mahu tak jual kereta pada
kita?" kata Pak Pandir.

"Kenapa abang tanya macam tu?" balas Mak Andeh.

"Yelah, manalah tahu, dia ingat saya tak mampu nak bayar sebab saya
kena bagi awak dan anak kita makan...takut tak cukup duit..." jawab
Pak Pandir.

Maka mereka pun tiba di tempat penjualan kereta...

"Saya mahu beli yang ini" kata Pak Pandir sambil menuding jari ke
arah kereta Proton Waja berwarna silver.

Setelah membayar wang pendahuluan, Pak Pandir memandu kereta itu
pulang. Dalam hati Pak Pandir sudah berkira-kira untuk menunjuk-
nunjuk kereta itu di hadapan Pak Kadok. Tapi, tak sampai satu jam,
Pak Pandir datang semula ke kedai kereta tadi dengan muka merah
padam.

"Apa ni Encik, jual kereta dah rosak!" si penjual kereta berasa
sangat hairan.

"Cuba Encik tengok lampu tepi ni, asal saya nak belok, tak pernah
elok, asyik berkelip-kelip je!"

air kencing :)

Didalam satu bas diwaktu petang semasa ramai orang berebut-berebut
untuk pulang ke rumah terdapat seorang gadis yang keadaanya agak
resah sedang duduk berdepan dengan seorang lelaki jawa yang sedang
berdiri berhimpit-himpit dengan penumpang yang lain. Memang
kebiasaannya diwaktu begini jalankan jem. Jadi bas tu tak dapat le
bergerak dengan sempurna.

Gadis yang resah tu rupanya ..nak terkencing. Tetapi dia tak dapat
turun sebab orang ramai dan bas tidak berhenti rumahnya pun jauh
lagi. Tahan punya tahan last-last terkencing le sikit. Bila dia
perasan dia pun buat-buatle buka handbag dan cuba mencari sesuatu.

Tanpa disedari Jawa didepannya dah perhatikan dia dengan agak lama
juga. Nak jadi cerita orang yang duduk sebelah gadis tersebut pun
bangun sebab dah sampai. Jadi gadis tersebut pun alih le ketempat
tersebut kerana sit dia dah basah. Jadi Jawa ni pun nak duduk le.
Bila dia tengok basah dia tanye kat gadis tersebut.

"Aduh bu..ngapa tempat ni basah ya"...

Jawab gadis tersebut "Ohh... tadi botol minyak wangi saya tertumpah.
Saya cari tutupnya tapi tak jumpa. Dalam beg tangan pun tidak ada".
Jadi Jawa tu pun keluarkan le saputangannya dan lap sebelum duduk.
Setelah duduk dia pun cium le saputangan tersebut untuk menghidu
wangiannya. Bau-bau punya baru le jawatu tau rupanya air kencing
sambil tersenyum jawa tu jawab.."Lo...Kalau minyak wangi jenama
ini..Kalau mau, saya ada penutupnya."....

Monday, December 6, 2010

Ultraman

Pulau Hokkaido jauh ketengah
Gunung Fuji bercabang tiga
Hancur Raksaser dikandung tanah
Ultraman yg baik dikenang jua.

Dua tiga Raksaser berlari
Maner nak samer Raksaser Kero
Dua tiga Ultraman boleh kucari
Maner nak samer Ultraman Taro.

Kalau roboh Kota Narita
Papan di Tokyo Ultraman dirikan
Kalau sungguh itu keje Raksasa
Badan dan kepaler dier Ultraman 'fire'kan.

Kajang Ultraman kajang berlipat
Kajang Raksaser mengkuang layu
Kalau Ultraman Ace tak cukup kuat
Ultraman Neos datang membantu.

Buai laju-laju
Sampai Pokok Sena
Apa dalam baju?
Lampu Ultraman nyaler.

Mengata dulang paku serpih
Mengata Raksaser
Ultraman pulak yang lebih-lebih.

Sudah gaharu cendana pula
Sudahlah kalah di'fire' pula.

Orang berbudi kiter berbahaser
'Fire' diberi pada raksaser.
ehemm... camne rasa
membazir tak masa?

i ♥ kuching :)

hihihihihikkkkkkkk.
second blog for today :)
talk about kuching today.
haish.rindu sama kuching.
waterfront.
sarawak cultural village.
astana.
bnyk gk lah.haish

sarawal cultural village.
hampir 20 lebih kali dh aku pergi sia.
x lejuk2 aluu jak.
taking picture aku x prnh lejuk.
hehehe..
okey.so whatever jak lh.
picture yg aku ambik dgn titik peluh kedirik.
hehehe
nahhh2.



 SARAWAK CULTURAL VILLAGE


 ASTANA VIEW AT NIGHT

 ASTANA 



SARAWAK CULTURAL VILLAGE


  SARAWAK CULTURAL VILLAGE


  SARAWAK CULTURAL VILLAGE


  SARAWAK CULTURAL VILLAGE


  SARAWAK CULTURAL VILLAGE


   WATERFRONT

 SARAWAK CULTURAL VILLAGE

 WATERFRONT

 DAMAI BEACH

 DAMAI BEACH :)


at the end.
21 ari bln.
aku pergi sia agik!
hahahaha.yeay! 
:)
bye2.



i ♥ photography

helongggg.
update blog awl pagi.
boring menghadap fb,twitter,

my love.
 ♥ taking photo.
i don't know why?
i still remember that day.
when i see my dad taking pic...
he will pass the camera to me..
then,he bet me sometimes..
he says..if you don't get nice pic..
i will "AMBIK BALIT CAM YA"
then,aku pun molah muka masam ngan bpk aku. :/
sakit ati doh.
terpaksa carik model.
model nya ialah pusak aku.
finally,allahamdulilah.dgn titik peluh ku.hahaha
aku berjaya mendpt cam ya balit.
D60 ! I  ♥ you !
thanks god ! :)
BABY :)



BOBOY :)



ACHIK :)



BABY again :)



BOBOY again :)



finally BABY again :)


that's only for today :)
bye.mao tdo.



Sunday, December 5, 2010

korean :)

learning how to speak in korean.hehe C:

당신을 사랑합니다 
(dangshin uhl saranghabnida)
i love you :)

그리워해요
(keuriwoheyo)
i miss you :)

the word up there to who those follow me
and
maybe those who read my blog.

감사합니다.
(kamsamnida)
thank you :)





Saturday, December 4, 2010

link's

heyya!
i don't know what to do today.
just update my blog.
don't what to write my blog
share link only.hehhe
enjoy it :)

Thursday, December 2, 2010

I'm so thankful

Live your life and never look back. Try to do the best. don't let regret comes to you.
Sometimes, you have to forget what you want to remember what you deserve.
Love is a feeling that comes from the heart not the brain if someone really loved you they would show you not tell you.
We have to bring it all up when it comes down. don't stay in the same place.
Don't say sorry for what you did. because what's DONE is DONE.
Feeling the same all over again, singing the same lines all over again.
I want to scream until I have no voice left. Maybe then someone would notice I'm not alright .
If u see a falling star, don't wonder why, just make a wish. 
Trust me it will come true, because I did it & I found YOI try to be good enough, you don't know how hard i try, i guess its just something i'll always fail at.U.
Don't cry, show life you have passed successfully through its obstacles.
Rain comes when you expect it to be sunny, sun comes when you expect it to rain.
Life sometimes seems to be a little more hateful than you thought.
You have my heart, I'm trusting you not to break it. if you do. I'll be okay, leave me in the pouring rain.
remember, life goes on. always keep that words on your mind. when you meet troubles, it just for awhile. because life-couldgetbetter.
When you say you love me, It's not the words that take my breath away, It's the look in your eyes while saying those words to me.
Need to learn to be alone, to see the world with out hurt, to face it with out fear.
We fight because we care, we care because we love.
We all make mistakes, its what we do. People screw up and have to forgive and move forward.
I believed that until I found you, You turned my life around and put a smile on my face, I'm so thankful that I always had hope.
Whatever life throws my way I'll be okay, because I'm free as a bird now and I'm happy.
Goodbyes are not forever, Goodbyes are not the end, They simply mean I'll miss you, Until we meet again.



D3100 C:

saya mau ini kamera!
daddy please by me D3100!
this camera make me crazy.